“I can fix this”, I thought. No more arguments or fights, just a man and woman in love, building a life together.
I thought that“if I just watch what I say and when I say it, then we’ll be alright; just don’t say anything that will piss him off!” I walked around like this for a while; trying to be nice and look pretty all the time.
After a while, I got tired. I got tired of trying to get along; constantly make these futile efforts to make him happy. And what the hell was I doing wrong anyway! I went to school, I went to work, visited my mom and dad, and went home. No friends, no parties, no fun, nothing without him being right there next to me. Why was I the one making all the efforts to keep the peace, why wasn’t he trying to make…
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